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2004-12-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

yo freakz.... im back......got back from cameron...
damn suay sia....sunday my cous come brought along their dog....
then it somehow 'activated' my asthma thingy... then keep coughing..... sad...
then go cameron weather damn bloody cold.....then get flu cough for the whoole trip.... sad.......

then when i got there... took photos...... as i promise xian xu i took photos for her le....juz some photos of the mountains and clear blue sky.... damn chio.....but its not taken digi cam...i dun like using them......so have to wait to develop then scan for her ba....

kk tok bout cameron...nothing much to see...but along our trip saw many chio bu.... and i mean CHIO......tats all..lolx

then got back check handphone..... 3 msg......two from ming kwan telling me that today got soccer at 8 but i stilll n cameron... too bad ...sad....... then one more is advertising those msging to a stranger de.....

then check my e mail...Carol sent me 10 emails.......long time dun have so many le.....
then i check it all out a few got some weird words that i cant read...... then the last email she sent me a link...... to LIAN YU..... love it...... its very HAO KAN......

http://cw3.so-net.net.tw/techfun/kokoro/rain01.html

Love You Too...........

bye

2004-12-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

im going to cameron today.....
yday or two dayd ago kana lectured by kleo for forgeting the name of the character of the show in the previous post.......

then today i send out a lot of video..... damn funny.... go get it from anwar or zarni...i have troubled them to send it to the others...hope u all get it.....

i send it to Miss Wong too.... bet shes having a hard time stopping to luff even though her sound card got problem.....hahaa

gtg......mom nagging...

bye..........

Yoyo

2004-12-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

JOB.....................
so sian............ running along North East Line to find a job............so ma fan sia........ cant find any tat suits me and its such a damn watse of time........... all i wan is a laptop and a videocam.... TATS ALL.......

so sian leh...... nth to tok bout....... o ya....
this morning bout 2am or earlier watch a show on channel 8......... its bout a guy and a ger who found themself in the net........ its a real good movie......they toked bout many things online ...... the guys a nerd and the ger is sick with allergies and cant go out often...... they dun dare to meet each other.... but after very long time of chatting( they always chat in the morning i mean 3.15am).... they decided to meet up..... they toked bout the way they dress....... they guys wears blue..... his socks light blue means the swish swash of the wave on the beach...... this dark blue jacket means the deepest heart of the ocean........his pant blue.....means calm ocean..... tats the ocean theory... thres more but i cant remember .... the ger is brown theory.....which is coffee...... i forgot wat her theory is le....

the pretty and sick ger then decided tat the nerd deserves her love and they both went out for dateS....... the ger love a perfume name" dojgd vital" (dunno how to spell) its means sweet day in french......

then one day the ger went out with the guy.....bought the perfume and she keep on spraying the perfume in the air....all she wan is a sweet day with the guy...... but after tat she ran home.....she told the guy tat they will not meet in the chatroom again......then her sickness came crushing down on her..... her body is covered with spots os swollen rashes and she insisted tat she dun wanna eat medicine..... sad..... the next morning she flew to somewhr else.....this was wat she said....( i will flyindance ten thousand miles above you(flyindance was her nick in the chatroom)
but the plane might not fly high as ur memories are so heavy.....) wat a sad thing..... then after a few days the guy plucked up his couraged and went over to her old house to ask for her new address...... he uses the intercom but he didnt say anything..... he juz played the song of their love....... then the gers roommate came down and give him her address..... so romantic huh....

nex thing was he found himself in hospital looking -flyindance- then coincidentaly -flyindance-'s mother saw him and recognize him as sleazy(the guys nick....her mom noes coz flyindance toks bout sleazy....) then mom broought sleazy to flyindance.......flyindance hide herself from sleazy.... then sleazy played their love song and the bandanged flyindance begin to relax and looked at sleazy the way she never had.... so touching sia.....(she was bandanged coz she didnt take medcine and has developed to a fatal condition) on flyindance's birdday.....sleazy brought her to a fountain... a fountain of sweet day...(dojgd vital) ...sleazy bbought alot of sweet day and wanna give flyindance a sweet day again....flyindance asked him how much he spent but sleazy said "wo fu chu de suo you gei ni yi shen yi shi de ai' .... so touching man........ flyindance then run around the fountain(a fountain like the one in bugis but bigger) then she faint and...................................

Thats What Love Is....................
to all out thr....... never give up on others and BE STRONG

alrite

2004-11-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

yoyo..........juz came back from the movie............ TAXI..went to watch with sheela......
firstly i woke up late thenwake up le blur blur anyhow take something to wear then leave the house le.....this morning sheela woke up at five she was going to sent wenqin off......also dunno y so early ...... since im late so i asked sheela to buy the tickets first...... sian sia.....she dun wanna tak my money.....and i dun really like to be "treated" by gers........ she say its for last time me treating her to the movie........
then went into the theater..... only we two and a odd mother and son............... then we juz anyhow take a sit.....coz theres no one else le............ theni sat down stared at the big screen for a couple of minutes(all commercial).....then i was like wanna scare sheela so i look around....... but today she didnt have any reaction to it.. coz shes too tired le..............last nite msg each other till bout 2 am.... then she have to wake up at 5...poor thing........ during the movie...... she was like moving all about to get a good position lor.....LOLX...... i mean a comfortable position.....LOLX......i mean to sleep not tat kinda position......haha.........i asked her wat happen she say tired.....lolx.......poor thing man...... last nite two of her 'first time' had been done......went home latest and sleep latest..... lolx .. so early she say its her latest le...... hahaha............

then after movie walk about then sheela decided to go CC see the CO juniors....wat a senior.....
if its me i dun give a damn le coz today actually got a lion dance camp de.... dun wanna go bac la....sheela keep cmplaining bout the CO new "in-charged" lolx........say she anyhow use authorities bla bla bla.....LOLX...........then the bus came then brought us to the CC then we parted thr lor.....i wanna go boonlay central see got sell game or not... called danny to ask if thr sell pc game...he say no then i juz turn around go buy lunch and came home.........

to think of last nite or shud i say this morning...... its been very long since someone have told me so much bout herself......good to have a fren like her coz she trust me....... then i also told her many of my stuffs lor......... hai...... my last time de close fren now become stranger le ba.....so sad.....

i think i will be stoping here...looking for jobs rite now....... gtg
TATA.....................

i wanna go

2004-11-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

hey yo...........finaly the end of O........ wat a month..... thank god its gone and hope its gonna be something good in the end......
today not tat happy though........frustrated bout the chalet thing lor............. at first set dun go le..... but then all alone at home so sian........also no more game to play liao........damn!......haizz........ i wanna go to the chalet but from the last post u undrstan y i dun wanna go ba....... but then today ann asked me bout y not going...then i juz gave a reason tats not true...i think she noe the real reason le ba......then she say "sad...=(" ..... sounds like she wan me to go or maybe juz being polite......but its great to hear tat someone wans u to go........
and now i want to go.......BUT from the two post before u will undrstan......SO SIAN MAN!!!
well juz now boon leng msg me ask me whtehr i found a job....didnt even go find lor....haizz..... coz tot after chalet then find ma.........sad..........
well i gonna work my head off in this brek if not go informatics study "C" prgramming lor..... if work de hua then im gonna work two job..... to make up for those money i didnt earn in the past holidays........hehe.... its coz i wanna buy Sony Ericson 700i.......kool man........now without line is $1008........craz man...... so ex........
so sian......actually monday wanna watch shutters with kleo but then kleo say wanna go with someone else.....then shua lor.....then wanna watch other show but i dun like to watch PD 2.... then i suggest bridget jones...she dunno wats that.... then nvm le lor dun wanna watch le................then go ask ann wanna watch shutters not she say scared then shua also......... then ask sheela she still say scared..i think i asked her bout 3-5 times...... then i gave up....... so today asked her wanna watch bridget jones or not...... she also duno wats tat....headache ar!!!
then tok tok till say watch TAXI....i never knew a ger would watch such shows....... then ok lor watchong tml after the jc thingy lor......but NOT confirm..... she say tonite confirm lor....she not outside with muhe....PART TALL...LOLX...............

kk.....got to run..............
really wanna go the chalet...................................................................................

SIAN!!

2004-11-22T13:18:00.000+08:00

haizz......bad day today........... played soccer not even a goal......so damn bad luck..... maybe coz of tat bloody muscle strain.... pain and worn out sia..... but still continue to play....haha..... then play play play....so sian......... then i see dunno who pass give guan zhu......i juz run towards him and pull my foot out as long as possible..... then 'BAM' me and him clash into each other....... i think this is the forth time we clashed together for today........ i successfully defended the goal but was injured... worse still on my knee.....paain sia........ then continue play a while then all go le........ at the minute we all take our bag something will come to our minds......WHO KEEP BALL?????.........
then me danny and cheng ning ran away..... then from behind heard someone shout " shui de uniform?" haha......it was danny's....... we juz keep luffing at him then dadadadaa.......

in the end danny return the ball.......
then went to jp walk around for bout 30 mins.......watching ming kuan buying casual footwear... welll in the end didnt buy...... i walked around with an injury...omg...... how did i do it?!?!??!?......

then all went home.....bo liao hor!......

on my way home i decided not to go to the chalet le........no mroe turning bac now...... reason for this was coz those pple whom wanted me to go had all change their mind to "dunno" meaning dun really wan mi to go le.......so i better juz forget bout it and take my hand off this matter le......

Peace Out(not sure really peace or pissed)

ROFL

2004-11-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

ROFL.......do i really have such good points????............ today did many things sia......
help ann make blogger...then make till blur......is her "bluriness" contagious....hmm... i think so...... then i gave up...her bro take over.......
well.... i think i dun have ann's trust coz she changed her password after i taked my hand off it....
the reason i found out coz i using mozilla.....auto remember user......then go in le say rong password ma........
IM Innocent!!!!!
LOLX
ok i carry on with my story......i when offline then watch tv......watch till bout 10+ then my uncle call...... he ask me go www.informaticgroups.com check out the courses....... my father wan mi to go study then go to austrilia.........dun feel like studying thr leh........ maybe if poly cant get in then i study thr lor........... the problem is tat i dun really noe tat i can learn anything...coz i very mess up with computer things liao.............
then after tat go take a look at ann's blog...... not bad.......quite artistic and cute coz of the little ger in wings...or is it an old old lady with white grey grey hair acting cute with fake wings n her back...lolx!!!!........then sudenly a war broke out......lolx.... her chatbox over flowed.......i was thr kaypoing.......then bla bla bla bla........then she offline le.......ta dAA~~~.

the end

Chalet

2004-11-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

so sian man.......everytime switch on computer and stare at it.......SIAN!!!!!!!!

now i got lots of suggestion bout the chalet thingy lor.......BUT behind all this theres always this tot tat i think im very extra to go along with them leh.........

hmmm.....i wanna bring my bike over to cycle leh.....but then one bike only very weird..... if wanna bring two bike, i one person is IMPOSSIBLE........ then i confirm bringing my vcd player..... wanna bring a few "crayon shin chan" and "ying tao xiao wan zi', juz dun tell my sis bout it coz its hers....lolx.......... but need to find all its stuff like the audio out vdeo out cable.......cant seem to find it...... and i tot of a stupid game(my sister everytime play with her fren...) i wann try playing it in the camp lor..... kinda lame but fun...i think la......

the thing tat i really wanna bring along is red WINE....... hope my father will give mi one of his ...... mi long no drink le...coz everytime can drink is family outing but my grandma will be staring at me when i drink........LOLXXX......

the MOST important thing is i hope the others will not feel i very extra in tagging along with their class's outing........ BUT i scared tat leh....... aiya.....if most of them is from my class then good lor.......coz they ask me go de.......juz hope dun have too many of their old classmate... WEIRD for mi.........

PEACE OUT..........

damn

2004-11-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

today stupid day..............sad............everything have changed.......

i swear to myself...... after i get to poly or somewhr else i willl keep myself....... i wana live a life of solitary.......no frens no nth.......no worries no hate no love.........PERFECT............im gonna stick to myself and be the bloody outcast............

FUCK OUT

Yea

2004-11-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

STUDY.........WORK............STUDY............WORK...........ENJOY................DIE

my life starting from sec one.............

haizz

2004-11-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

I SHUD HAVE BROKE MY MIDDLE FINGER.....
THE FUCKING PROBLEM IS BACK.....
Y MUZ IT COME BACK AT THIS TIME?
Y MUZ THE FEELING BE BAC?
Y MUZ IT BE SO ASTONISHING?
WAT SHUD I DO?
WAT AM I TO DO?

haiZZZ

2004-10-31T15:11:00.000+08:00

yo.....today is the last day of my life....... tml will be the first day of my new life...... a life of pain suffering and torture!!!!......... today....i swear to myself from tml onwards...i shall not use my computer at nite....studying is my first priority......haizzz.... so sian!!!!..... the day b4 yday go buy Condition zero...... not bad la the game... only i duno the maps... keep getting LOST.....i very long never play CS lor..... but still can maintain my standard..... tat time go SAFTI play CS.....hehe..... TOP!!!!!...cs map la...... survivor map i dunno how to play..so.... kana sai....lolx......hmmm....cant tok bout game le....at least tok also muz tok bout homework....hmmm.... wel... today studying for chinese..... juz read thru some notes to prepare for tml.....and a...... study ss tml got tues got SS... well i think one day is enuff for my SS.... juz have to memorise venice and some other stuffs... the rest remember le lor.... so boring studying alone sia......haiz.... and i also need something like an appointment.. lydat i can everyday study..coz i belif after exam we will sure loiter around the area....if i got appointment to study with someone the i sure will go rather then loitering...... lydat io will study more and better.....haizz sad...addicted to gamess....muz really stop myself after this game of CONDITION ZERO........lolx........

peace out!!

YeA.....yEA....

2004-10-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

YoYO.......back online!!!!!yea..........juz hope not much pple noe bout this............i dun wanna put as private coz nth to hide too.......so.....going to o level le...stress sia.....but then the first week of the so called home leave i have been playing ragnarok......trying to make new server.......trying to lvl up in marvins server....tuff(after everything changed).....then i decide tat the second week will be completely study week...hope kleo will really come out to study lor....she say she wanted to...but i sure she will have something on...lolx!!!.....hhhmmmmm.............kinda miss my life b4(sec1-3)....dis year stress many things happened.....welll... dunno whther i shud say this..... glad tat she is angry with mi..... haizz.... come to think of it.... dun think its the only way out.... o well...she got her happiness... good luck to her..... well for mi.... given up le lor...... frenship is ENUFF to handle...... but seeing cy and bek together really makes mi feel kinda lonely....dunno y too..... actually got someone i like... but i dun wanna make a fuzzz bout it.... keep it as fren...but shes kinda stupid..... gave her a very obvious hint but she was like...""tell leh tell leh....who who???""......lolx damn funny!!!!...hahahahaa...... hmmm.....i juz made a website for my server..well not excactly a server yet.....but i will put in my whole efffort in it after NOV(o level) coz no need study le lor....hehe...o ya......bout wat i aim for....i wanna get diploma in electronics and computer control engineering...if not electronics engineering lor...coz i kinda like physics alot...and i feel tat its ez to learn since i have the basic le...wahahahahahaaaaa~~~........ buit i not in the list of consistence distinction student......sad......got a got b.........once C...sad.....muz really study all those i dunno...also cant memories the formula le....muz noe the concept.....like wat mrs ng said....... ""u dun have the concept u might as well dun study and fail"" lolx....somthing lydat la.....o welll......tired le......1++ le leh...tml wanna awatch movie... tat sheela 11+ send msg say scared dun wan watch le....ask mi watch with kleo...but then kleo might go with stead....i cant be a lamp post rite?........so she muz come with mi.....this ger so scared of ouija board sia.....she dun even noe wat its sbout....i juz say is scary movie..she tell mi she scared dun wan watch...lolxxxxx...somemore i treating lor....funny ger....o ya...gtg....bye~~~..

Peace Out

wtf!!

2004-07-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

A Wrong Step Will Cause A Deep Cut In Your Heart....And A Scar Will Always Make You Want To Remember That Very Wrong Step......

When Doing Something...Don't Think Back...Go For It With Your Full Strength...If You Are Soft Hearted You Will Feel More Pain...

Don't Remember All The Memories Cause You Will Only Remember All The Bad Memories...Good Memories Are Like A Dream Run By.....Never Will You Ever Catch It...

Even The Stars No Longer Come Out At Nite & The Sun No Longer Comes Out In the Morning...Nth Can Change.......

When Your Stead Go Overseas...Remember To Write Them Letters That Suits The Days When You Are Away...
For The Day Before You Return...Write A Very Short Letter....Cause This Will Make Your Stead Miss You More...